About Nayelis:

Nayelis was diagnosed with Acute Myeloid Leukemia (M7) on June 17, 2009, at the tender age of 8 1/2 months old. She was immediately started on a chemotherapy regiment, and quickly went into remission after the first cycle. Because the subtype of AML she has is difficult to get into remission after a relapse, Nayelis was given three more cycles of chemo and then had a cord blood transplant on October 30th, 2009 at Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center in NY, NY. The transplant was successful, and after 5 months being away she was allowed to return home.


In April of 2010, Nayelis became sick, and we were later informed that she had relapsed. Not only did the cancer return in spots of her body, but a chloroma (tumor) had also formed in the nasal cavity/sinus area. Not only did she have to start chemotherapy again, but she also underwent direct radiation. She received 6 cycles of chemotherapy and 12 sessions of radiation. As of November 2010, Nayelis went into remission.


On April 25, 2011, we were informed that Nayelis had relapsed. The cancer is back. She was admitted to Yale New Haven Hospital for further treatment. This is her third fight against this evil disease. She has been given three cycles of chemotherapy. After CT Scans, MRI's, bone marrow aspirates and biopsies, we were told that Nayelis is at a good place with no leukemic cells in her body.


Now the next step is: TRANSPLANT. AGAIN!


Nayelis was admitted to Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center in NY, NY on 9/1/11. Where she was started on chemo therapy and radiation for 7 days. Her 2nd double cord blood transplant took place on 9/9/11. After the days of ANC being zero, Nayelis' bone marrow finally engrafted! Nayelis was discharged from MSKCC on 10/31/11.


Overall, Nayelis had been doing well post transplant. She was eating and gaining weight. There were no signs of GVHD.


On March 12, 2012, we received the dreaded news once again: RELAPSE.

We were told that the goal has changed from curing the leukemia to trying to control it and keeping Nayelis comfortable. Our world has once again crumbled, but our faith has not. We continue to pray for Nayelis' miracle.

AS of 5/5/2012, Nayelis has earned her angel wings. She will forever be 3 1/2 years old.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Counts, Medicines, Surgery ...

Today is October 25, 2011 and it's DAY + 46.

Almost three weeks since I last updated.

For the most part, if you have been following Team Mona Rabiosa on Facebook, you know that all has been going well. Her counts have been coming in nicely on their own and keeping stable. This is a good thing. She has not needed a blood transfusion in almost two weeks!

She developed a small rash, or "redness" all over and she was immediately started on antibiotics and steroids. And though it was slowly, this rash has gone away! Not sure yet if it was a sign of GVHD (Graft Versus Host Disease).

  Graft-versus-host disease is a frequent complication of allogeneic BMTs. In GVHD, the donor's bone marrow attacks the patient's organs and tissues, impairing their ability to function, and increasing the patient's susceptibility to infection. More information on GVHD can  be found at : http://www.medicalistes.org/gvhd/docs/what_is_gvhd.html#anchor412913
Last week, Nayelis also had an MRI of her head and bone marrow aspirate done.
The results of both came back negative! Everything is looking good. THe MRI also showed no sign of the "mass" that was there before. God is so good!

This week, rounding with doctors, has resulted in most of her IV medications being changed to oral medications! Which is a good sign. This mean that we are so close to being discharged. I asked, because I just had to, and they said that hopefully for this weekend if not Monday she will be able to go home. As long as everything continues as it is presently. Please continue your prayers! I think that she needs to be out of here as much as I do for our mental health's sake. Lately, all she wants to do is stay in bed and sleep. Her appetite is starting to slow down again. She tells me that she wants to eat her spaghetti & meatballs at home with her brother. =(
Fortunately, the doctors are allowing her to leave the room and take strides in the hall in the evenings after visiting hours, as long as she has her mask on and is gowned up. And of course, you don't have to tell her that twice! The only bad thing is that she wakes up the next morning saying that she wants to go for a walk. When we tell her that she can't and has to wait until the night time, the fight in her starts. She becomes resistant and doesn't want to deal with anyone.
I know as much as it is hard for me to be confined to these four walls, it's even harder for her. Sometimes I have to lock myself in the bathroom and let the tears roll down so that she won't see me. She senses when I am down and is quick to ask if I am ok. Today a friend of mine posted a youtube link to my wall. It is Martina McBride's "I'm gonna Love you through it."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iey3eFrDMXA&feature=youtube_gdata_player
She said she head the song and thought about Nayelis and I. I've heard this song before and it's one that I like and can relate to. Especially the following lyrics:


‎"When you’re weak, I’ll be strongWhen you let go, I’ll hold onWhen you need to cry, I swear that I’ll be there to dry your eyesWhen you feel lost and scared to death,Like you can’t take one more stepJust take my hand, together we can do itI’m gonna love you through it."
The crazy thing, and I was telling her, is that many times I feel like it's Nayelis helping me through this. She's giving me the strength when I feel weak and scared. She's my (s)hero. Everything that she has endured and yet she still manages to smile and keep going. <3

This Friday, the 28th, Nayelis is going to have a procedure/surgery. They are going to remove the temporary line she currently has, and they are going to place a port in. This will make things a lot easier for us when she is discharged. She's a busy three year old, and I would go nuts if she accidentally the temporary line out. I'm praying for a safe and quick procedure.

Here are some pictures of the last week or two:



















Now it's time for some nighty night!
God Bless you all! 

Monday, October 3, 2011

ANC's, Big 3, and lots of others things!

Today is 10/3/11 = DAY +25

It's been almost two weeks since I last wrote, though I've updated here and there on the Team Mona Rabiosa Facebook page. So updates have been coming in no matter what. The main reason for my inability to update as soon as I want to is because Nayelis' new obsession is my laptop! She no longer cries for the iphone or ipod. She now asks for the "puter" so she can see videos. I swear I think she's really 13 in the body of a 3 year old! LOL

A lot has happened since my last update.
I remember thanking everyone for the support we received at the ANC Dinner/Dance Benefit for Nayelis. The photographer did an awesome job with the portraits. If anyone is interested in seeing and ordering portraits, you can go to: ANC portraits & click on event login. The password is: caring.


First picture is of Omar, Nandiel and myself.
Second picture is myself with my mother, siblings and Nandiel.
Third picture is Omar's grandmother, aunts, uncles, sister and Nandy & me.
All the portraits were amazing!

So on Day+17 , exactly a week ago, Nayelis' ANC kicked in with a 0.1!
Today, Day +25, the ANC is 5.4!
The doctors are very happy with Nayelis' progress and the way her counts are coming in. During rounds today, the doctors informed me that they were going to take away the Zyrtex that was given for her itchy palms and soles of feet. They are also going down on the steroids and per PCA pump (the fentanyl/pain medicine). They are stopping the TPN (nutrition) for a certain amount of time during the day to see if it triggers her appetite. So far she is not interested in drinking or eating, but the doctors say that it's still early. Just to keep offering her food/drinks.
Right now her IV  pole has four pumps on it, and countless of meds hanging. Tubies coming everywhere. When I see that the pumps are being removed, and the pole is becoming scarce of meeds, then we will know that the its getting near that time to go home! Well, not Home home, but Ronald McDonald House home for the time being. Anything to release us from these four walls is good enough for me.

So two weekends ago, Omar came up with Nandy.
We asked the nurse if Nandy was able to come up to the door to see Nayelis, since he was not allowed to go in the room. The nurse said it was ok! So Nandy came to the glass door and when Nayelis saw him she became so excited! They gave each other five, with the glass to separate them. They are so close though, that not even the glass come in between their bond!
Omar and I switched so I went to the Ronald McDonald house with Nandy & Omar stood here with Nayelis. Nandy was so excited because I was going to be sleeping with him that night. Nandy & I took a ride in the "yellow cars" like he calls him, and went to see The Lion Kind 3D that night. We returned to the House and before he fell asleep he said, "I am so happy because you are sleeping with me." The next morning we went to have breakfast in a lil ' cafe and he goes to tell me that I am the best mommy in the world! It's the little things that count and I cherish!




After that weekend,
Nayelis was receiving (and still is) all kinds of packages because her birthday was on 9/29!
Everytime she sees mail for her she becomes so excited! Thank you to every one who has mailed her a card / package! On 9/29, I wrote:

Three years ago, I was blessed with a beautiful baby girl, as healthy as can be. These last three years she has taught me so much like how to be strong, and fight no matter what the circumstance. That just because you are given a challenge, it doesn't mean that you stop smiling. You look up the word soldier in the dictionary, and you will find a picture of her. Thanking God for choosing me to be her Mommy ♥

It was Nayelis' 3rd birthday, but she wasn't happy. She slept most of the day, and was quite grumpy most of the afternoon. Not sure if it was because she was aware that it was her birthday and it wasn't going to be like priors. Doctors said that it could have been the steroids because it alters a persons' moods. She had visitors all day long! First, my sorority sister Mari came to visit with presents, which Nayelis LOVED! Then, Beth from Friends of Karen came by as well to wish her a Happy birthday. One of Nayelis' doctors, Dr. Lo,  that took care of her at Yale also came by, but Nayelis was sleeping at the time. MSKCC's child life also came with balloons, a happy birthday banner, gifts and an ice-cream cake! In the evening, my sister Lourdes, friend Mari, Omar & Nandiel came by and we were able to sing Happy Birthday to her. But, she didn't want us to sing. :( She learned a new phrase: "I SAID NO"! and she used it quite often that day!

















As you can see from all of the above pictures, Nayelis ALWAYS has a smile on her face! No matter what day it is. She can have a bad day, but that smile always remains on her face. Many of us can learn a thing or two from her! =0) 

As I write this, she lays there with my phone in hand. She's figured out how to go to the Netflix application and then how to look up her favorite shows. She's quite amazing. She's watching the TV at the same time. She's a multi tasked, and a future model. 
Tried taking this picture of her without her noticing, but as soon as she saw the flash, she looked at me and gave me the biggest smile ever! 

Just a reminder, for those of you who are interested in the Team Mona Rabiosa bracelets: 
You are able to purchase them through Pay Pal. There's a link to the left side of this page. 
Or you can mail a check to: 
Team Mona Rabiosa
c/o Yvette Velez
27 Omega Street
Bridgeport, CT 06606

Well, Let me not push my luck here. She's eyeing me already. I think she wants the laptop! 

Thank you all for your continuous thoughts, support & prayers! 

God bless you all!